2days mc.....throat infection

was rudely awaken by my neighbours upstairs and wanted to scream but had the most ultimate shock of the day when i wokeup. i found out that i lost my voice...and couldn't even squeak...and wondered what happen....drank afew cups of water to clear my throat but felt this huge stabbing pain in my throat....gawd that felt really awful
i couldn't even call my boss to tell them i couldn't work...thank god for the invention of handphones and sms-es....mass messaged all my bosses and supervisors to inform them that i sick and one pig of a numb skull called me back and asked my to speakup when he's talking to me....i wonder which word of lost my voice did he not understand...i just hung up on that dummy and messaged him that i had no voice and that skunk didn't even bother replying me...as usual....think they have a tendency to have finger cramps thats why they couldn't call back or message back... pissed...

good thing that its my 2nd last week working for them...i'm counting down to 30 april... then i can finally start on the things i've planned... =p

went to the doc and the wait was short...could be because i went early.... haha...but i went prepared...brought a book in case they made me wait a hundred years... now they have this weird system that even thought the doc issued an mc to you...it won't be valid till you paid for the consultation...because it had to be chopped to be valid and the chopping was to be done at the payment counter....

went to the uphill coffeeshop to eat coz all the medicines prescribed had to be taken after meal...
oredered a warm barley drink and my fav handmade noodles but this time i told them to replace the egg with more veg...but the dummy there only heard 'don't want egg and pepper' and he took away the egg, put peper and didn't even give me an extra leaf....stupid...

went home took the medicine and slept the whole day away until my xm came home...she seemed delighted that i lost my voice...that irritating girl...i'm still trying to figure out why outsiders find her nice....
poor blind fools...

workworkwork......woes....

i'm pissed...i'm freaking pissed....so much on my mind and so little time to think...as usual...but i can't help feeling pissed...
every time i rest or chill someone will come along and ask "so what are you going to do with your life now?" like what the F**k is their problem... i thought i set a one year grace for myself to think through my next step? i am afterall entitled to think what i want for myself....the f*cking decision i make affects me and i only owe my future to myself... so i have to think carefully...
i'm not the yound gullible one to get conned into "making decisions" made for me by my parents...like my stupid course...F*ck this stupid diploma was a waste of my time...i don't think i need to spend three F-king yrs studying how to look after those things...any brain dead moron could have done it....others spent 3 mths learning the thing i spent 6mths in class for struggling to keep awake #$%^(&@^#&@#...

i need time... i need some time to think what i want and how can i find the things i want in my life... why can't those ppl just spend one minute using their brains to recall how lost and irritated they felt when they had to make a life changing decision...and i not entitled to think? don't i deserve a little rest or credit for being able to juggle my driving with tuitions and part time job as a means of keeping myself occupied and also earning some extra dough for my own expenditures?
i do right...coz even though it sounds easy its f-king hard and tiring to juggle so many things at a go and strive for the best...feels like i'm leading a double life coz one job requires me to be outspoken and friendly approaching ppl and all while the other requires me to be serious, strict and understanding while helping ppl out...
feeling so stressed and tired i feel like finding some super soft toys to throw...find that after a few rounds of throwing toys i feel better coz all the pent up anger and frustrations from my work is released....really quite worried that i'll turn into my version of violence but i can't help feeling like an angel...coz i don't breaking anything and stuff unlike some stupid idiots who likes throwing expensive stuff and breaking them in the process.....that's pure stupidity coz after the throwing session they feel the guilt of spoiling a wonderfully made creation....

here are the things i need to do before the end of the year and i want to plan how i want to do it myself....

• family problems
• fix the com
• Clear my studyroom
• Clear my room
• Get my license
• Compile my own mini-wellbeing encyclopedia
• choose between getting a job or furthuring my education
• choosing what job or course i want to do and @ where...
• that's all for now

oh...and almost forgot to mention that i adopted 2 more hamsters from my father... they've yet to be named but one's a girl while the other's a boy....they're quite fierce coz they almost died from neglect at my father's house...saved them and hope that they'll be tamer within this month coz violent hamsters are stressful to watch and look after and its not as if i'm not stressed enough.... not sure what to call them...coz my first two bois are called biscuit tan weiwei and cookie tan yangyang... lolx...love-em to bits...
they're so cute and adorable... feeling guilty for not being able to spend longer hours with them so i keep buying them new toys....

so many commitments....i feel like i'm about to go bonkers...

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