First day of School

Todays the first day of school...arh...feeling so reluctant to drag my lazy butt out of my bed... the first thing that popped into my head was "omg i'm late~!!"

i was up till quite late doing my project planning and clearing up the mess after my cousins left...miss those buggers but its quite tiring to prepare so much food and have to clear up after that....today first class was at 8:30....like 8:30 in the morning....

(talk about being unfair) hate the fact that my bro and sis can still stay home and sleep while i have to go all the way to school...my bro's hols are like earlier than mine but he's still enjoying his hols while i've got to go to school and my sister's school hols have just started.....sucky

hols was not that bad though...i had my funs and pains....went to micheal buble's concert,bunked at aunty mary's place played with hamsters,went to sentosa,gave my tutee intensive classes all the way up will last week...tuition is fun i like seeing my tutee get smarter and being able to do his work well....gives me a sense of accomplishment...=)

promised to take him out if he does well for his papers...haha....i like to shower him with sweets when he does something well and of course i will punish him if he doesn't do his work....haha... now that he's going to have his hols soon i will have to think of what to which subject should i concentrate more and teach him.... planning planning..... this is like my 2nd major project after my fyp....its called project smart edwyn...my job's to help him with his eng and maths....most people will loook at it as a job whreby they can get money and stuff but to me its more like a commitment where every little thing i do/ teach him will affect him next time when he goes out to work....like his love for english/ maths will eventually determind the path which he would take.....
=/...duno if i'm reading too much into it...but seriously i would be doing this job if its just for the money cause kids can get really naughty at time...like me last time...haha..

better days ahead...

hahaha

yay....i passed all my modules for this semester....
haha.....after so many weeks of worrying i can finally breathe easy.....was so worried about it cause the paper was tough even when i did for it...=/

feeling much better

just got home from micheal buble's concert at the indoor stadium....gawd i feel so much better after being there even when i'm tired and waiting for my turn to washup before i can go to bed.....mb's concert was brilliant...all the women and young girls were screaming the moment he stepped onstage to sing...he's a great performer with a great voice and he has a talent charming crowd with his witty and unreserved jokes...even though we had to wait for like 1&1/2 hr for everyone to be cleared by the security before his concert could start....
he's only been in the music industry for like 2-3 yrs? i duno but this guy so good with moving the crowds that he'll be able to beat those crackpot politicians hands down....hee

the concert was great but the adventure me,pri our mums and my sis had after that was even more interesting...

we thought we could get away from the crowds and congestions by walking toward kallang airport but we were wrong...little did we know that we would get lost and be walking in circles in the shadows cast by the moonlight on tall hoardings... we walked and walked and walked till our legs ached before we found a group of drivers...my mum approached one of them to ask them where were we and how to get to kallang airport from there and they kindly directed us to the exit of the carpark.....and that leads back to the concert hall...pri and i thoughtwe were in the twilight zone with the daada daadum daada daadum music....haha

we walked till we found the big macdonalds and the big KFC...yay...it was like we walked through twilight zone and finally found civilisation....we went to macdonalds to grab a bite because pri and my sis were hungry... after our late supper/ dinner (for pri) we decided to start walking again until we saw cabs at the traffic junction...both groups of us hopped onto the cabs and got home safely....haha...which is why i'm able to write this here and now.... still waiting for my sister to get out of the toilet.....=/
i really had a great day out with pri, my sis and our mums =)

Many days ahead....

Just got home from school and i feel like life's not that bad after all....its been such a long time since i blogged cos i was going through a period of mourning.....i was like mourning and sulking since that incident all the way through my exams and even after my exams......i even contemplated quiting my course......*sigh* but i had to stay on cause i promised my grandparents that i would get my diploma and graduate the same time as my aunt who's the same age as me....

what was i mourning about? a loss of friendship with the world's nicest and most sincere people i met in my poly...was really sad to lose it cause they were really fun people to be with......its all my fault...i didn't know how to appreciate them....=/ but no point crying over spilt milk.... i can only pray to god for strength to continue on with the last 6 months of my course and hope that i would have the courage to say i'm sorry again when i meet them in future....cause chances are they are still mad at me for the things i did...*Sigh*

ohwell....enough of this mopping around my aunt ever said what's done is done and there's nothing i can do to change the fact that i let them down....soo.....time to put my energy to more a productive use like doing more research and gathering more information for my fyp....i've let so many people down already so i can't let this two in my fyp group down too....cause the fyp is like the MOST important project of my whole poly life...it actually makes the end of my course when its done... its like the last major project i'll have to do in my whole 3 years and it is crucial that we get the grades that we want....especially so for ba...cause she wants to go to the U right after poly while i want to work for like 3-4yrs 1st to save the money for my tuition fees before i can go there....

i almost died of shock when i found out from denise that i needed to have at least $80K in my bank account before i can go into a full time degree course and thats provided i can get into a 3 yr course and graduates after the 3 yrs....80k is such a humongous sum for someone who's not working but already in debt like me.....=(
i'm so young and already in debt cause of my dad wants me to get a bank loan to pay for my own poly fees......poor me...its getting harder and harder for me to get to my goal....*sigh*

i need to go out i need to go see the crowds and know what its like to be among the crowds again....i'm so bored and lonely going to school and staying home the whole time... ah...when is my baby waking up...he's been sleeping since last afternoon....shall i go wake him up?...maybe i should...sleeping too much is bad for him...