Miss everyone from my usual gang...love the fun and enthusiasm everyone has for everything..its so unlike my classmates...they're all so competitive and its a totally 'marks-orientated' kinda relationship we have with each other...everything to them is to see how many points they can get... :(
talk about having fun... =/
sad to say that there aren't many true friendship in poly everyone's making use of or backstabbing each other...i've not been trained to handle this kinda situation and i'm feeling so stressed i'm thinking of leaving...
...feeling so stressed for so many reason... i don't know where to start...everyone seems to be getting along well but guess its just the facade that we're all looking at...i don't know...

recently went into a compulsive * streak i've hurt my bestie in poly really badly...took her trust and kindness too lightly forgot how easily worked up she can be...i don't know how i did it or wh...but its definately going to affect my friendship wi her...sad coz she's been the one thats been there for me most of the time other than mi dear...

i pray to god for strength to carry on with my studies in poly till the end of next semester...help

Theo's Impromptu Farewell dinner

Theo's leaving Singapore to go to Canada to study...OMG....i'm going to miss this pretty babe when she's gone....i can't bear for her to leave even when i know its for her own good....she's going to canada with her As to get a degree with honours in the university of toronto...gosh...this girl's so brave... i for one won't want to leave everyone at home especially my dear to go anywhere other than Singapore to study my degree.....
i'll miss everyone and everything loads.....gawd....

all this makes me think of the good time we had in our past...especially during our NP days...this girls was one of the toughest NCO's in my batch...one of the smartest and most level headed girls in my squad...

will be sending her off in a few hours time....hope no one cries there....coz there'll always be tears at farewells....remember my sec 4 farewell....the whole sqd was flooding the hall with our tears.....everyone was crying all except our dear theo...brave theo...those were the days....when everyone is all enthusiastic and happy to go for any and every event planned....even if its last minute like tonight's....can't imagine my polymates like this...if this ever happens...the whole world would be able to strike 4D....lol...thats like totally impossible...i guess...but thank god i have my sqdmates...who are always so caring and supportive...think of the smiley sweet strawberry shortcakes.... haha..talking about that i just bought the world's nicest strawberry shortcakes beanie that i've been hunting for....~!! its great and it accompanied me to theo's farewell...was patient and smiling all the way...lol...
bit OOT but strawberry shortcakes has bee my fav dollie for ages...someone stole my first one...and i finally found the second one...yippie...i'm loving it...
*sigh* really she bu de theo....my only consolation is that she'll be a smarter theo when she gets back...


-=dear god please grant her patience and wisdom in whatever she does when she's abroad, may your heavenly grace bless and protect her from any harm and dangers lurking around and keep her safe and happy when she's there so that she would be able to concentrate in her studies and get her honours...lord please make sure that she does not forget her dear friends who will be waiting for her to come home especially on our next reunioun with her which is already set on 25th December 2010...dear lord thats all i have to pray for for now and in jesus name i pray...Amen.=-


Theo this is my blessings to you and may god bless you and your future endeavours...take care and hope to hear from you when you are settled down there k....take care*hugx*....