Father's day...

One of the most insignificant days for me unfortunately while the whole world is celebrating their happy fathers' day....sigh...feeling kinda sad oso duno why...
is it sad coz i dun have the chance to celebrate such an event with my dad? oso duno...
that guy has never been there for me in those times that i'm down adn out...its not like i don't want to share things with him lor
but he's always too busy with his other family to bother about his older ones...(me, my bro & my sis)...maybe thats why my sister has gone haywire *sigh*...thinking of all the sad things again...
this kinda thinking is going to get me drained one of this days...

his lack of attention has led my lil sis astray and i'm not talking about the typical child delinquent skip school,dye hair,fight with people kinda astray...she totally fine when she's in school with her friends but when she's home with us its a whole different world...
*sigh* i duno how to explain...but she's realli veri nice to her friends but treat all of us back home like her worse enemies...duno whats wrong with her....really the typical ungrateful brat reminds me of something about the dog not biting the hand that feeds it but my sis....hai can't even be compared to a dog...sad..

lucky my bro didn't turnout lidat too...or else my poor mummie won't be able to take it if 2 out of her 3 babies went mad

ohwell...enough of the sad stuff.....will continue striving and hoping for better things in life
first thing first is i will never ever let my sibling get led astray...its alright if they go nuts at home so long as they stop hurting the rest of us but seems impossible for ms terrible...
hope she will be more sensible not only when she's outside but also more understanding toward us...