Feeling The Pressure

Hai...my ever stressed buddy in class bavani is at her most stressed state now cause her incessent stressing has infected me and now i'm feeling really stressed too...
here's a list of my problems...

1. preparing my presentation slides for this friday's presentation...(duno what to do and where to start...)
2. More Drafting up my fyp group's contents page for our facilitator...

i not as hard as it sounds actually and i could have done everything quite quickly if not for her almost every 5 minutes repeatings...

sigh~...its a good thing that i have my baobao to kepp me focused on my work instead of stressing or else my group wouldnt have been able accomplish anything useful much lees have anything done by this coming friday ...

here's what we did...i told mi pres grp to split up and do out parts seperately so as to make the most out of time instead of everyone slacking around not knowing what to do next...i find that when we are split up my grp can perform better as we all know what would we like to present on that day... so thats problem no 1 down...

now for problem no 2...
probelm no 2 is a lil tricky coz we dont have all the info with us and we needed to conduct a rather thorough search through the net as well as library's archives....
i split up my 3person fyp grp into 3 mini search parties where baobao, me and ba had to do some intensive research to see which direction would our grp be going into and why...
so my plan was...we split up into 3 parties to search for info for the 3 of our prospective project directions to see which one had the most info and which would be a better topic and direction to move in....

...strangely enough...ms kan chiong spider(you know who you are) relaxed alot after i told her of all my plans for all our project events....and this is good news ok...coz i don't have to deal with any highly stress-able people until the next phase of my projects...

Going Mad~

ahahahaha....i'm going mad...
i'm so disorganized i duno what to do liaoz...
initially i started taking notes in mi lil yellow book but now i dun even understnd what is my yellow bk talking about...how?
i know i can't afford to go crazy at this time but with all the lectures, tutorials, proposals, presentations, reports and projects...its hard for one like me to keep same...
all my groupmates have already started pulling their own hairs out...and i don't want to be part of it =/ coz i dont wan my almost 1mths old rebonded hair to fall off for nothing...that would be so wasteful and not to mention stupid of me....

ohwell
have to think of a better plan to cope with my new found schedule and stress...or else i wouldnt be able to achieve those target i set....
first one on my list will be
T0 WakeUp Early Enough NOT to take Cabs to School.....

Satisfied and newly contented

haha....yes~!
i finally got what i wanted~~
though it was a hot day i was determind to go get all my stuff...met my baobao after class in sch had dinner at f2...as usual we had a realli yummy meal...haha..coz i ordered all my favourite food..

1. tomato sardine with onions
2. fried egg
3. fried bean sprouts
4. black sauce chicken

then went to meet my cousin,my friend and my cousin's friend...

1st stop was....... cold storage...haha...wasn't part of my plan by al wanted to go get something for her picnic trip the next day so thats where we went...haha...almost died there coz i realli didn't knw what was al looking for...she didn't wan to say so i wa sunable to help her find all her stuff....ended up with just afew 'grocery' items..haha
was kinda fun...but my poor baobao got bored of hte place pretty quickly but had to tag along...
sorry dear~but its really not part of my plans...*hug*... after al's grocery shopping
we went to TBS...

At TBS we shopped around that lil outlet for more than 1hr coz al was determineded to get the 30% disc. we looked and looked and looked at all the items...labels and costs...haha...she did it more than me though...she calculated and calculated with her hp calc but can't blame her....she has to earn her own keep...*hugz* miss that brave girl...i woudn't be able to do it until i get the fun i want...
after shopping for so long i ended up with

• cocoa butter lip balm..for my severly dehydrated puckers
• tea tree essential oil... my new found friend for fight those horrible pimples
• lavender body mist...so that my baobao can sleep better
• peppermint body wash...my baby's favourite bodywash...the nice cooling sensation...(^-^)

the total damage for both al and me came up to more than $70...*SiGh* have to think of a better plan to save $$ for my driving lessons... coz i really want to get my license... dowan to waste time now..later regret not learning like my working friends...

jiayou~!?

haha...after our mad TBS shopping...me and al went to seiyu where she again shopped for a dozen things i have nv bought in mi whole life...=/ wonder where did she get such ideas from...ohwell...i sound like it sumthing very bad...it isn't but it was a whole lot of guy stuff which she said was for her dad...=/ come to think of it i have never bought clothes for my dad...lalala...its not that's i'm un fillial or what but i don't live with him what...but for what...he has never bought me any clothes not since the the cny clothes shopping in 1995...

no regrets for me on that though... *siGh* i hate to talk about the past...its hurting...and i duno why is it taking so long to heal for me...feeling sad....

but i still wan to write about my trip to bugis village....damn...this is going to be a really long~~~ post...but who cares.... i started thsi blog to note all the nitty gritty things in my life so that i would be able to look back to those days when i go on to work and grow old...

haha...after i rotted around seiyu while waiting for al to get her stuff.. i finally got to go to my bugis village to look around~!!

haha...like after a long 4hrs+....=/ was kinda bored...already..but lucky my cousin and her freinds were free to go bugis viallge with me coz my baobao was really tired... and al had to run coz of my friend's birthday...though i was kinda disappointed coz she had to go so quickly but i hv to understand that that friend of hers was one of her besties...yup...so there it is...=/

At bugis Village~... Me,madeleine n her friends had a swell time....was busy like a bee hunting for my bag while mad and friends hung around looking for interesting buys... haha....found my baggie...and i was sooo happpy...haha...like finally ya...after so long... i finally got my new bag pack...

had been leeming for it for a long time but didn't have the time to go find it....the baggie cost me $23 instead of e $30+...was glad the uncle was willing to give me a discount...haha...yay...new bag...hope it helps ease the shoulder aches...

My Birthday~!...morning~!?

haha...this title reminds me of my primary sch compo where my teacher always ask us to write stuff like a day in the park, a day with this a day with that...
all these remembering is giving me a headache...=/ duno whether to miss it or just forget all about it lor...coz i can't say that i had the world's most perfect childhood but its definately one of the better ones around....arh...i duno wat am i saying~!?
must be my birthday madness...can't wait to meet my friends later....after school...whee~

Day out with my buddy~

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Day out with my buddy denise was great....
even though it was a short 4 hrs+ i really enjoyed the time we had...haha

was so touched when she passed me my birthday present...really appreciated her hardwork...she actually baked a me whole box of chocolate chip cookies....YuMmIE~!!

-they are really out of this world....
-not too sweet..
-not too hard...
-not too soft ...so its just right for me~.... (^-^)

piggeed out at our fav N.Y.D.C
havn't had sucha marvelous meal in such a long time...
we had

• Cream of Potato soup...which is something like clam chowder w/o the clams
• That boney cake..warm cake with ice-cream and whipped cream on the side
• The Three Amigos....Baked Pasta with Xtra tomato sauce...
• The meatball that ate Manhattan..more cheese and chilli flakes pls

was really yummy and we both ate till we were bloated... =p

after our heavy lunch-dinner we procceded to shopping~!!

but too bad it started raining....den there goes my appetite for shopping....=/ i don't like to shop during wet weather cause its so cold and i don't want all my stuff to get wet....

*hai* was kinda disappointed coz i didn't even managed to get anything....ohwell but there's always tomorrow~....*grinz*

and tmr's my birthday...hope it doesn't rain then can realli go shopping....

i wan to go watch movie... buy my bag and maybe make use of all the discounts i have...haha....only den will i be satisfied...but i'll be really broke...=X...

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Sick Me...='(

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*AarhH*....i'm losing my voice again~.....hai.... on the eve of my birthday and i have to lose my voice...what else can happen to me? ='(
i still wan to go shopping....
buy all the things i need before my discounts expire...or esle will be sucha waste of money...
*sigh* howhowhow?
more liang chars and lozenges~!! hope got no overdose...

My New Shopping List Vs the Discount Expiry Date:26th June

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As most of you knw....i'm currently consolidating a list of the stuff i need to buy by the end of this week in order to make full use of my birthday discounts which expire on the 26th June for most places...
sigh...

1. Swimsuit frm Buttcheeks (20% off for mi bdae wk)
2. Peppermint Bodywash from TBS ( if got 4 more ppl den can get 30% off)
3. Jeans from Bugis Village/ 77th Street ( 20% off for mi bdae wk)
4. Rebonding Shampoo from i also duno where....still in the midst of finding a suitable pdt
5. Bag Pack for sch use depends on where can i find
6. Shoes frm 77th Street for my cousin ( 20% off for mi bdae wk)
7. Clothes from ebase

arh...i wan cafe iguana~....but need reservations one...? why so marfun... ..hai....

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GSS~!!

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ahahahaha....this years GSS has nothing special to draw hermits like me unto the streets to shop..i'd rather stay home and shop online...so surf forums,and stuff...sigh
so far theres nothing much for me to do right now other than concentrate on getting my voice back at the same time help my baobao find his inspiration to study...
its only the 3rd week and i've already missed 3 full days of school....
this is bad...imagine all the work waiting for me when i get back...
sigh...thinking about it gives me a headache....
once again i will have to go back to sch and find time to do all my multi tasking at the same time...
have gotten almost everything i need in my shopping list and seems like the rebonding shampoo nise n i went red tomato to get is useless....now serious considering whether to get the redken's smooth down anort....hai~
seems tempting...but stingy me wants to find a place which sells the cheapest redken there is...like after having found red tomato i think there are some good places to go to with or without the GSS...sigh
more research for my hair...hopefully i will find the place before my hair dies on me...

which reminds me...
who needs to get anything from

1. 77th Street
2. The Body Shop
3. ButtCheeks

next week coz i have 20% off on top of all the discount for my birthday month....haha...then can go shopshop againz...yay~~...
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My Aspirations and Promises

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I have finally come to terms with having too many wants that i am unable to fulfill due to my lack of skills, knowledge time and yaddayadaa(all the excuses that i can think of *wink*)...

So i have decided to write out a list of wishes as a promise to myself that i will eventually be able to accomplish at least 90% of my targets before i die and go on the the new world...
knowing that forgetful me has a tendency to get wishy washy with all my feelings and stuff i better write it down so that i will have something to remind me... of all my unacomplished tasks...

1. To Get My Driving License by the End of this year.
2. Get A Car By Next.
3. To Be a Qualified Valuer (so i MUST get my Degree and PhD in Valuation/ Law.)
4. To Help My Grandfather build his OK Empire.
5. To Help My Grandefather build His Dreamhouse.
6. To visit all the Disneylands in the World.
7. To keep 2 Hamsters and hopefully see their family
8. To keep 1 Dog ( Size of dog depends on the type of house i'm staying in)
9. To buy all the land along my hometown Swanange Road.

Depending on how much i manage to accomplish.But I would really like to have my own palace...den i can be my own sulky princess and tell Miss Terrible to SHUT UP....hahaa =p

Of Course I will not forget all my Loved ones that has always been there for me :

1. Mummy<= My Ultiimate life Giver The one who listens to me cry and whine when i'm stressed or when i don't feel well ,always give me spcae to think and work..lover her so
2. Grannies: Mamah,Ahmah (they looked after me like all my mummys)
3. Yeye <== My Ultimate idol...he's MR STEADY in My FAmily always taking things in his stride thinking and quietly and never blowing his top unless neccessary..he's really creative and good with his hands a great inventor~!!
4. My Great-Grannies: Fat and Thin<==Not the typical EMPRESS DOWAGERs who sits about doing nothing but my Fat Ah Chor is very hardworking and creative person who can always be found at her her beloved sewing machine...making patchwork blankets,pillow cover,bolster covers for us. My Skinny ah chor is a very nice and quiet old lady that loves going on holidays when her duaghters can find time to travel with her
5. My Aunts: Wan<==My Beloved Mummy No 2 aka GuJie & Music Teacher, Mary<==My Beloved Mummy No 3 always there to listen to me whine /Josephine<==My mummy No 4 always bringing me and mi sibs out for educational trips/Rose <==My Beloved Mummy No 5 who is also in charge of my fun and education,
6. Uncles: Onn<==My even with his quick temper and sharp tongue he's still ultimate fave he has all the father qualities that i find lacking in my own dad..truly a responsible father with great plans for his kids /Peng<= oldest son of my grandfather,a computer whiz with 2 great kids and love for good food and health supplements/Cheng<=Youngest son of my grandfather,doctor turned surgeon..the famous night student..haha...=p
7. Dear: The one who loves me and pampers me like no other and always finds time to listens to me complain when other bully me and also some one for me to whine to now that i think my mummy are too busy and have so much on their minds..the one i that i can confide all my troubles to..my ultimate soulmate(^-^)...

...I'm Selective and i only list those that has really left an Impact in me and for all of them i MUST work harder and accomplish all my wishes so as not to disappoint them coz i still want to bring them overseas for HOLIDAY~... Be it shopping/Golfing/Sight-Seeing or what ever... they have shown me how to be a good person and i must never ever forget them hopefully they won't forget me.

Father's day...

One of the most insignificant days for me unfortunately while the whole world is celebrating their happy fathers' day....sigh...feeling kinda sad oso duno why...
is it sad coz i dun have the chance to celebrate such an event with my dad? oso duno...
that guy has never been there for me in those times that i'm down adn out...its not like i don't want to share things with him lor
but he's always too busy with his other family to bother about his older ones...(me, my bro & my sis)...maybe thats why my sister has gone haywire *sigh*...thinking of all the sad things again...
this kinda thinking is going to get me drained one of this days...

his lack of attention has led my lil sis astray and i'm not talking about the typical child delinquent skip school,dye hair,fight with people kinda astray...she totally fine when she's in school with her friends but when she's home with us its a whole different world...
*sigh* i duno how to explain...but she's realli veri nice to her friends but treat all of us back home like her worse enemies...duno whats wrong with her....really the typical ungrateful brat reminds me of something about the dog not biting the hand that feeds it but my sis....hai can't even be compared to a dog...sad..

lucky my bro didn't turnout lidat too...or else my poor mummie won't be able to take it if 2 out of her 3 babies went mad

ohwell...enough of the sad stuff.....will continue striving and hoping for better things in life
first thing first is i will never ever let my sibling get led astray...its alright if they go nuts at home so long as they stop hurting the rest of us but seems impossible for ms terrible...
hope she will be more sensible not only when she's outside but also more understanding toward us...

Sore but fully satisfied

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My first ever $300++ electro-massage at simei and didn't know how to feel other than weird... can't say much about the place which made me wear a really silly looking balloony dress but that it was really really cold...the massage was really weird it consist of 3 different programmes some cold gels,a big machine with many sticky pads overall procedure took 1hr+

Had a really filling dinner at my newly discovered eatery at east point : The Breeks there is one of the healthier outlets i've visited so far cause the food was really quite bland(no msg/deep fired stuff/overs salty/sugary) but too bad that its located at such an isolated spot...no wonder theres no crowd...but all the better for me coz i can have the whole place for myself

Here's what i ordered

1. 1/2 BBQ chicken with Rosemary Sauce,
2. 1 generous portion of Garlic Mashed Potatoes,
3. 1 Serving of Waldorf Salad.
4. 1 Mushroom Soup
5. 1 cup of Iced Lemon Tea

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Went to the pet safari right after dinner and i almost lost my cool there.... really wanted to bring all those doggies,hammies and fishies home...they are so adorable...i have to go see them again....god i'm obsessed...this is bad...i need my pillow...*sigh* think i better go get some rest or else i won't be able to get well by my birthday...yawn..

My First Official Blog

Welcome to my first official blog

i know it kinda late for 18 going 19 me...but oh well...better late than never...

Do pardon my lack of a talent in writing,music and art (some of which i will never ever admit) but given i will do my best in improving all of the above... so no flaming okie i need time to work.

Enough of the formalities and time for some rules and regulations

1. First and foremostly i would like to declare that all the above words and images you see might have been taken from the various sites and i have already seeked permission for adopting it into my personal blog and i do not want anyone copying and saving it into anywhere which would make it illegal cause that would get you into trouble with the copyrights people...
2. All that I am about to post here are all based on my humble opinion and I will not be legally bound in anyway be it contractually or whatever.I don't want my thoughts to cause any legal issues so SPARE ME FROM THE WORLD OF LAW AND POLITICS...i'm not interested
3. IF you qoute some parts of my blog for your personal/ academic reasons its fine but if you publish any of my thoughts in some trashy newspaper/tabloids and i hear about it, you wil be hearing from my lawyer .
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